one hurdle of many

i needed someone to help me breathe, so i turned to a remarkable girl that i had recently being going to for advice.
she listened while i cried,
and for a nearly-fourteen-year-old she gave advice that wouldnt make everything go away but made me feel unbelievably better.

ive realised that some people i thought were the right ones, werent as important as others that ive realised make me feel happy and loved.

yeah, my worries havnt gone away, but as i listen to coldplay, i feel calmer and like i can handle the next hurdle that is sure to arise tomorrow.

sometimes things that make you feel sad, just need to be forgotten for a while so you get a break and have a chance to feel how great it is to be yourself again.
and then maybe if you're really really good, it might just happen.

p.s thankyou treasure