m-e-a-n

i didn't know that the word mean meant respect?
maybe its because it doesnt.
so then why are girls exactly like that being respected every single day?
and i'm not talking about the mean >> bitching-and-speculating-about-others
i'm talking about mean.
the sort of girls that make you squirm with uncomfortableness,-and love every minute of it. the girls that do things that affect others, and are the only ones oblivious to the consequences and how much it hurts

those girls seem to rise and everyone else just watches them in awe or maybe just because they're scared.
and it makes me so angry to think that i used to just laugh along with it, because it seemed kind of funny.
but now that i know girls that have been treated that way.. its become more personal and i feel responsible for the hurt its caused

i'd be a hypocrite if i were to say "don't give in" when you realise its happening
because sometimes i do. and sometimes its easier to just laugh along, then it is to stand up and fight

but i guess i wish that maybe one day everyone will have had enough of those girls that seem to get away with a lot more then they should be
and just stop respecting them