ugly birds in a beautiful cage

doesn't it make you feel like smiling over and over? because it sure does that to me ever since i found out i could. it seems crazy especially since you have no idea how much it effects me. but it does. and its wonderful. and i never want this to end. and im scared. and frustrated. and hopeful. because having the best track record for new things... i guess isnt my thing. and im loving the thrill. and the fun of starting all over again.